From the moment I found out I was pregnant I was in love. I didn't know if it was a boy or a girl, and I didn't care. Axton was 3 when I got pregnant. I always wanted a big family with chaos surrounding me, however my husband was content with only one. I tried not to press the issue with him, because I didn't want to be dissatisfied with what God had already blessed me with. Every time I looked at my son my heart melted. It still does to this day. I am reminded everyday how amazing God is. I told a friend once that having another baby was in God's hands, and if it was meant for us to have another baby then it would happen on its own. I promise you that not six months after these words came out of my mouth, we were pregnant. The pregnancy flew by and now she is growing before my eyes. I never thought my heart had room for more love. I feared that I would feel different towards her than Axton. What a silly fear haha, she is amazing. I explained to Axton that every heart has two ventricles and mine has a baby in each one. The size of my heart has grown by leaps and bounds since having kids. I look at the world completely different. I watch my beautiful kids grow each day and count my lucky stars. I pray everyday that they grow to be strong, healthy, kind, and loving. I pray that we all grow old together, and live life to the fullest every chance we get. I pray for our guardian angels to be with us at all times, safe from evil and the dangers of the world. I am reminded of how lucky I am to hold my babies everyday. So, needless to say; since having babies I am a big sap :) God Bless!
Here are a few pictures of my loves.
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